I think it’s time to vomit…
Do you ever get the feeling that your good ideas go to waste because of your execution of the idea? I sometimes think this what Jesus meant when he said don’t throw your pearls to the pigs.
“Do not give dogs what is sacred; do not throw your pearls to pigs. If you do, they may trample them under their feet, and then turn and tear you to pieces.”
Sure literally it looks like you shouldn’t throw good ideas to people who will reject them, or not help you work through them or judge you for them, but I am thinking the pig can be my own greediness to see them come to fruition.
As I reflect (and continue to reflect) on toh over the past 2.5 years, I am asking some big questions about whether I really took the open house in the direction I really wanted to. Sometimes I think I took it in the safe familiar direction that I knew well, and made myself believe it was something new.
I am not ready to write a tonne about this now. But what I am going to do is try and work through this here on motionsickness.ca, because I think I am once again…motion sick. And if i don’t throw up soon I won’t be able to keep going…so allow me to begin this journey with vomiting on this blog.
My first vomit…I think I never really went far enough with what God was telling me, and now it is tearing me to pieces.